**A Chance of Sunshine...**<琴の私密日记> <style type="text/css"> body { font-family:Arial; font-size:11px; scrollbar-face-color: #E7E7E7; scrollbar-highlight-color: #FFFFFF; scrollbar-shadow-color: #EFEFEF; scrollbar-3dlight-color: #EFEFEF; scrollbar-arrow-color: #000000; scrollbar-track-color: #E7E7E7; scrollbar-darkshadow-color: #E7E7E7; font-style:normal; font-variant:normal; font-weight:normal } a:link { text-decoration:none; color:#666666; font-weight:bold; } a:visited { text-decoration:none; color:#999999; font-weight:bold; } a:hover { color: #E7E7E7; text-decoration:none; background: #999999; cursor: crosshair; } </style> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-account' content='ca-host-pub-1556223355139109'/> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-domain' content='blogspot.com'/> <style type="text/css">@import url(https://www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/3334278262-classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> </head> <body bgcolor=white><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/27825234?origin\x3dhttp://simiriji.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script> <img style="position:absolute; top:-16; left:0" src="http://ourworld.cs.com/yamroll89/pic1.jpg" width="1024" height="768"> </font> <div style="position: absolute;overflow: auto;left:30; top:210; width:350; height:500; filter: Alpha(Opacity=60, FinishOpacity=100);background-color: ffffff"> <div class="1w"> <a name="8637925496812969904"></a> <h7><b>Saturday, February 09, 2008</h7></b> <br><div style="clear:both;"></div><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#6600cc;"><strong>他，让我感到有点害怕却又不能自拔的完全逃开。。。。。</strong> 。</span></span><br /><br /><br />我们的相遇很普通，是因为相同的朋友。我们的第一顿饭很公式化，是为了公式化的交流。第一次的见面，我们竟能触膝而谈到深夜。奇怪的是，平常的我不会刻意的去应酬一个陌生人这么的久。我不喜欢应酬也不大会应酬，因为怕失态说错话，所以我也显得精神经绷的拘紧。他的交流方式是公式化的提问式，但奇怪的是，我竟然不觉得讨厌。可能是他的声音还挺好听的吧。又或许他有一种陌生却有让我觉得舒服的亲切感吧。<br /><br /><p>这种亲切感，似曾相识。</p><p><br />他的体贴与细心让我有点措手不及。可能是那种陌生又熟悉的矛屯吧？第二次见面，我们就似久未从逢的老友，谈论着近年自己生活发生的事。对一个第二次见面的人，我竟然一点防御心都没有。当时我好像有点口不遮拦的现象。我想，不是我还是个社会交流白痴，就是他的技术太好了。可能是他那我觉得诚恳的语气与态度吧。又或许还是因为我喜欢他的声音吧。</p>这种亲切感，似曾相识。<br /><p></p><br /><p>我们似乎有好多相同的地方。他给我的感觉就像知己一样。对他的认识不深但却有种莫名其妙的信任感。在他面前，我可以做我自己，不用掩饰，不用假装，有种莫名的轻松。和他在一起，我好像不受控制的笑了不少，可能是他那公式化的“3拍”笑声吧？总是能让我一起陪着笑。他老觉得我说的话很好笑，不是因为遇上他我的幽默感就能发挥的淋漓尽致，就是他遇上我后就少了根茎。</p><p>这种亲切感，不可思议得让我觉得有点怕却又不想完全逃开。</p><p></p><p>对我而言，能做知己未必能做情人，能做情人却必须能做知己。如果不能贪心，我宁愿他是我的知己。因为与知己的感情会是长长久久，而爱情仍是一个我还没看得懂的复杂方程式。这是我在乎他的方式吧。对自己，我一直都很坦白。。。。。。 </p><p></p><br /><p><br /></p><div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div> <br> <br><br> <center>|<a href="kaiqin18@gmail.com">琴</a>| <a href="2008/02/#8637925496812969904#8637925496812969904" onMouseOver="window.status='permanant link '; return true" onMouseOut="window.status=''; return true">9.2.08</a>| <br><br> </center></p> </div></div> <script language="JavaScript1.2"> /* Snow Effect Script Submitted by Altan d.o.o. 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