**A Chance of Sunshine...**<琴の私密日记> <style type="text/css"> body { font-family:Arial; font-size:11px; scrollbar-face-color: #E7E7E7; scrollbar-highlight-color: #FFFFFF; scrollbar-shadow-color: #EFEFEF; scrollbar-3dlight-color: #EFEFEF; scrollbar-arrow-color: #000000; scrollbar-track-color: #E7E7E7; scrollbar-darkshadow-color: #E7E7E7; font-style:normal; font-variant:normal; font-weight:normal } a:link { text-decoration:none; color:#666666; font-weight:bold; } a:visited { text-decoration:none; color:#999999; font-weight:bold; } a:hover { color: #E7E7E7; text-decoration:none; background: #999999; cursor: crosshair; } </style> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-account' content='ca-host-pub-1556223355139109'/> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-domain' content='blogspot.com'/> <style type="text/css">@import url(https://www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/3334278262-classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> </head> <body bgcolor=white><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/27825234?origin\x3dhttp://simiriji.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script> <img style="position:absolute; top:-16; left:0" src="http://ourworld.cs.com/yamroll89/pic1.jpg" width="1024" height="768"> </font> <div style="position: absolute;overflow: auto;left:30; top:210; width:350; height:500; filter: Alpha(Opacity=60, FinishOpacity=100);background-color: ffffff"> <div class="1w"> <a name="5496677702794251631"></a> <h7><b>Tuesday, October 16, 2007</h7></b> <br><div style="clear:both;"></div><strong><span style="font-size:180%;"><u>人生的无奈，可笑与坚持</u></span></strong><br /><br />最近，心情落到了谷底。回望过去，我正在积极的找能鼓励自己的理由。同袍好友个个都事业爱情两得意，虽然都忙得不可开交，但活得充实满足。而我却正在为充满未知数的未来烦。烦着烦着，对未来不只只有迷惘，反而多了份害怕，少了份自信，失了重心，得了躁郁。这种感觉其实并不陌生，在小六会考，中二选科，中四会考及高中补考时都经历过。每一回都把自己折腾到心力交瘁，憔悴不堪的地步。我的人生虽然没什么成就，但也不失高潮迭起，险象环生的精彩吧？虽只有25岁，却已身经百战，沧海桑田了。累了，不想做打战的将军，只想做幸福被爱的小女人。难道人在江湖，真的身不由己吗？<u><span style="color:#6600cc;">死不了</span></u>，不就痛快的哭，痛快的笑吗？无奈也。<br /><br />现在的窘境可用20字来形容：<strong>两袖清风一事无成情运带衰遇人不淑亲情不济</strong> 。<br /><br />生命是如此宝贵，我活着是否是在浪费空气呢？晦气霉运小人到底什么时候才会远离我？贵人爱人伯乐何时会出现？哎，到了怨天尤人，听天由命的境界了。可笑也。<br /><br />失魂落魄，苟且偷生的活着，也是活着。丰富充实，多姿多彩的活着，也是活着。这世界对我，还是美丽的。我对自己的人生，还是充满了憧景与期待的。雨天总会过去，而雨后的彩虹也是最漂亮的吧？既然做幸福女人的机会还没到，我想也只好暂时当我的将军，为自己的人生继续打战，继续拼搏吧！一个好的战士是<u><span style="color:#6600cc;">永不退缩</span></u>的。<u><span style="color:#6600cc;">我相信</span></u>我的人生有一天也会散发出闪耀的<u><span style="color:#6600cc;">光芒</span></u>的！坚持也。<br /><br /><br />------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">《死不了》-任贤齐</span><br />剥开胸膛我让心在烈日底下烧烧成几行激励的好永远别忘掉<br />头破血流也要护你到天涯海角爱一个字不敢用一辈子来回报<br />狂风吹大海啸忠心的人死不了地多大天多高一生只换一声好<br />痛快哭痛快笑痛快的痛死不了这一生这一秒我只要求你知道<br />冰天雪地莫把冰水全往头上浇浇息思念最后一处温暖的怀抱<br />你为了谁宁愿让心变成了孤岛敞开双手不依不靠从此随风飘<br />狂风吹大海啸忠心的人死不了这一生这一秒我只要求你知道<br />离别的酒容易醉男人流血不流泪干一杯痛痛快快说再会<br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">《永不退缩》-任贤齐</span><br />就算我现在什么都没有擦掉了眼泪还是抬头要挺胸<br />面带笑容不气馁往前冲我越挫越勇我永远不退缩<br />不要小看我别问我有几两重风再冻雨再猛我会站着像英雄<br />脚踏一阵风肩上扛着一条龙任你笑我作梦就算难过也不痛<br />把伤心的碎片包一包带走回家慢慢黏好再来过<br />我会让你拍拍我的肩膀说看不出来你还不错<br />就算我现在已经什么都没有擦掉了眼泪还是抬头要挺胸<br />面带笑容不气馁往前冲我越挫越勇我相信有一天你会回到我的身边看一个没有走的我<br />这痛算什么让你赶也赶不走将来的每一天会是晴朗的天空<br />握住我拳头要忍耐过每分钟我知道在前方有人会等着我<br />希望我的努力能让你感动我仍会默默的站在你背后<br />喜怒哀乐都会陪着你度过你会看到我的爱永不退缩<br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">《我相信》-杨培安</span><br />想飞上天和太阳肩并肩世界等着我去改变<br />抛开烦恼勇敢的大步向前我就站在舞台中间<br />想做的梦从不怕别人看见在这里我都能实现<br />大声欢笑让你我肩并肩何处不能欢乐无限<br />抛开烦恼勇敢的大步向前我就站在舞台中间<br /><br />我相信我就是我我相信明天我相信青春没有地平线<br />在日落的海边在热闹的大街都是我心中最美的乐园<br />我相信自由自在我相信希望我相信伸手就能碰到天<br />有你在我身边让生活更新鲜每一刻都精采万分<br />i do believe<br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">《光芒》-苏永康</span><br /><br />------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br />其实，这样的自我安慰很好吧？希望这种正面的能量能带来好运气吧！<div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div> <br> <br><br> <center>|<a href="kaiqin18@gmail.com">琴</a>| <a href="2007/10/#5496677702794251631#5496677702794251631" onMouseOver="window.status='permanant link '; return true" onMouseOut="window.status=''; return true">16.10.07</a>| <br><br> </center></p> </div></div> <script language="JavaScript1.2"> /* Snow Effect Script Submitted by Altan d.o.o. 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