**A Chance of Sunshine...**<琴の私密日记> <style type="text/css"> body { font-family:Arial; font-size:11px; scrollbar-face-color: #E7E7E7; scrollbar-highlight-color: #FFFFFF; scrollbar-shadow-color: #EFEFEF; scrollbar-3dlight-color: #EFEFEF; scrollbar-arrow-color: #000000; scrollbar-track-color: #E7E7E7; scrollbar-darkshadow-color: #E7E7E7; font-style:normal; font-variant:normal; font-weight:normal } a:link { text-decoration:none; color:#666666; font-weight:bold; } a:visited { text-decoration:none; color:#999999; font-weight:bold; } a:hover { color: #E7E7E7; text-decoration:none; background: #999999; cursor: crosshair; } </style> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-account' content='ca-host-pub-1556223355139109'/> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-domain' content='blogspot.com'/> <style type="text/css">@import url(https://www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/3334278262-classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> </head> <body bgcolor=white><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/27825234?origin\x3dhttp://simiriji.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script> <img style="position:absolute; top:-16; left:0" src="http://ourworld.cs.com/yamroll89/pic1.jpg" width="1024" height="768"> </font> <div style="position: absolute;overflow: auto;left:30; top:210; width:350; height:500; filter: Alpha(Opacity=60, FinishOpacity=100);background-color: ffffff"> <div class="1w"> <a name="2314667158572441268"></a> <h7><b>Thursday, April 19, 2007</h7></b> <br><div style="clear:both;"></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgi6xUULD4zWiagz6ZWdCFGURTzMMp8GOiyjD72alaY0az2xRJwjHCfsogG75UfZlIA57LoSBaHxh8zPdls5fGdPbQC8mo_ir94VfQ4dTj2n_cyVvXMbwxmSTX0IghnopQkNig1/s1600-h/145f8ed1b51544.gif"></a><span style="color:#cc0000;"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;">笑看人生</span></strong> <strong><span style="font-size:180%;">- blue blue 版</span></strong> ~~~</span><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;"></span></strong><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgbRVEs4uDbz0F03kcXX3fmtK_QUPLiZerZPyd2la0SROQZupS5qiE1uh3YTHH-orp1VNoIQxunFwCsmWrFmBwtvz63hPEs5QFgbRSX-24ekmYf4oi4FCDMWPOoxVrqozgEV6kC/s1600-h/145f8ed3a0c114.gif"></a><br /><strong><em><span style="color:#3366ff;">何谓家人？</span></em></strong><br /><br />把入围FM933 DJ明星50 强的好消息告诉老妈，她没什么反应，只是轻声的应了一声。这就是她的表达方式吧？我也习惯了。。。通知老妹，她肤浅的应了一句：[真的哟？！恭喜！]，眼睛从没离开电脑荧光屏。过几天，我终于按耐不住，问她想去支持我吗，她算了算，说她的教会活动1点才完，就不了了之。事隔1 天，我不死心的对她说她还没给我答复，她竟然用了理所当然的语气：[我不是告诉你了吗，我的church 1 点才完，我赶不及吃饭。。。]<br /><br />我的心真的冷了，前几天我才花几十块卖了个facial + massage 配套给她，没想到我目前最高成就的比赛，竟然比不上她每星期的church 和吃饭时间？上帝真的那么伟大吗？但他没教会我妹<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgbRVEs4uDbz0F03kcXX3fmtK_QUPLiZerZPyd2la0SROQZupS5qiE1uh3YTHH-orp1VNoIQxunFwCsmWrFmBwtvz63hPEs5QFgbRSX-24ekmYf4oi4FCDMWPOoxVrqozgEV6kC/s1600-h/145f8ed3a0c114.gif"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5054838719546713554" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 78px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 69px" height="50" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgbRVEs4uDbz0F03kcXX3fmtK_QUPLiZerZPyd2la0SROQZupS5qiE1uh3YTHH-orp1VNoIQxunFwCsmWrFmBwtvz63hPEs5QFgbRSX-24ekmYf4oi4FCDMWPOoxVrqozgEV6kC/s200/145f8ed3a0c114.gif" width="83" border="0" /></a>什么是“大爱”和“亲情”，她肤浅人的“假”竟然进步了。这几天我努力备战，一有时间就打电话给朋友帮我练习，而亲妹子竟然没过问半句。<br /><br />这就是我的家人，从没教会我如何表达爱，如何去爱人的家人。。。。。。<br /><br /><br /><br /><strong><em><span style="color:#330099;">请别再问我同一个问题了！！！！</span></em></strong><br /><br />" Have Boyfriend? Why no? sure a not..." , “交男朋友了吧？不可能啦，以你的条件。。。”<br /><br />将到25岁关口的我，面对这些问题无数次了，而给的答案与解释，似乎可去录成voice clip, 因为来来去去就那些话，很standard。烦死了！！！茅盾的是，近期我要不老拜托身边友人帮我做媒（要不我根本没有机会认识新的男生！）；就是老探听他人男女朋友相处的秘诀（没practi<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiPoBb2QYmI9g0WNmn8jvsZC2_Ga7zD4zP6xBEIqwcBqgf3xmTC3PHD9ujqkPxM_5ozevTN_Pgovn4gVqv7t7u_OFtBDl_GXbmuMp0xABeS3hSXj08yzc-GbfYOU2JhEEIeWxcJ/s1600-h/145f8eda211577.gif"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5054839303662265826" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 92px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 75px" height="79" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiPoBb2QYmI9g0WNmn8jvsZC2_Ga7zD4zP6xBEIqwcBqgf3xmTC3PHD9ujqkPxM_5ozevTN_Pgovn4gVqv7t7u_OFtBDl_GXbmuMp0xABeS3hSXj08yzc-GbfYOU2JhEEIeWxcJ/s200/145f8eda211577.gif" width="106" border="0" /></a>cal, 所以至少有theory 吗！），真是自挖坟墓。。。。。。本小姐就是xxxxx,xxxxxxx，<strong>so ?</strong> 我想我现在的status是濒临绝种的“稀有动物“吧？价值连城咧！(会不会太贵到没人买的起呀？Shit!!!)<br /><br />哇！想哭l咧，现在竟然有人问我结婚了没。。。。。。<br /><br />(好友好心提醒，诚实会让我身价贬值，所以只好censor调，好朋友都会懂得我的心声吧。。。）<br /><br /><strong><em><span style="color:#ff6600;">结婚</span></em></strong><br /><br />看了《烂漫满屋》，《我爱金三顺》等韩剧，我竟然有了结婚的憧憬及欲望。每天能等心爱的人下班，为他煮饭，是件多幸福的事呀。我竟然还幻想自己穿上婚纱，当漂亮新娘的样子，还跑到图书馆翻婚纱杂志。<br /><br />现在一听到结婚二字，我都快抓狂了。前天竟然有个看起来玩世不恭的朋友，msn 我，说他9月要结婚了，还说会安排1个又帅的单身男人坐我身旁。今年1 月出席了1 个小学同学的婚礼，另一个小学朋友将在7月摆酒，小学的best friend 上个月才说她刚刚过Ring-Fitting，预期将在明年1月摆酒。。。。。。<br /><br />现在的我，只想懂得如何去喜欢，去爱人，结婚？只能幻想吧? 现实生活中，我想我患有俗<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgi6xUULD4zWiagz6ZWdCFGURTzMMp8GOiyjD72alaY0az2xRJwjHCfsogG75UfZlIA57LoSBaHxh8zPdls5fGdPbQC8mo_ir94VfQ4dTj2n_cyVvXMbwxmSTX0IghnopQkNig1/s1600-h/145f8ed1b51544.gif"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5054839926432523762" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 69px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 74px" height="79" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgi6xUULD4zWiagz6ZWdCFGURTzMMp8GOiyjD72alaY0az2xRJwjHCfsogG75UfZlIA57LoSBaHxh8zPdls5fGdPbQC8mo_ir94VfQ4dTj2n_cyVvXMbwxmSTX0IghnopQkNig1/s200/145f8ed1b51544.gif" width="73" border="0" /></a>称[幸福恐惧症]，不敢去奢望会得到幸福吧？<br /><br />Er，多出席婚礼，抢花球会不会有桃花运？Hmm, 下次要小学朋友够义气一点，抛给我。。。。。。哈哈，我想我疯了。<div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div> <br> <br><br> <center>|<a href="kaiqin18@gmail.com">琴</a>| <a href="2007/04/#2314667158572441268#2314667158572441268" onMouseOver="window.status='permanant link '; return true" onMouseOut="window.status=''; return true">19.4.07</a>| <br><br> </center></p> </div></div> <script language="JavaScript1.2"> /* Snow Effect Script Submitted by Altan d.o.o. 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