**A Chance of Sunshine...**<琴の私密日记> <style type="text/css"> body { font-family:Arial; font-size:11px; scrollbar-face-color: #E7E7E7; scrollbar-highlight-color: #FFFFFF; scrollbar-shadow-color: #EFEFEF; scrollbar-3dlight-color: #EFEFEF; scrollbar-arrow-color: #000000; scrollbar-track-color: #E7E7E7; scrollbar-darkshadow-color: #E7E7E7; font-style:normal; font-variant:normal; font-weight:normal } a:link { text-decoration:none; color:#666666; font-weight:bold; } a:visited { text-decoration:none; color:#999999; font-weight:bold; } a:hover { color: #E7E7E7; text-decoration:none; background: #999999; cursor: crosshair; } </style> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-account' content='ca-host-pub-1556223355139109'/> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-domain' content='blogspot.com'/> <style type="text/css">@import url(https://www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/3334278262-classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> </head> <body bgcolor=white><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/27825234?origin\x3dhttp://simiriji.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script> <img style="position:absolute; top:-16; left:0" src="http://ourworld.cs.com/yamroll89/pic1.jpg" width="1024" height="768"> </font> <div style="position: absolute;overflow: auto;left:30; top:210; width:350; height:500; filter: Alpha(Opacity=60, FinishOpacity=100);background-color: ffffff"> <div class="1w"> <a name="3449595403933185850"></a> <h7><b>Wednesday, March 21, 2007</h7></b> <br><div style="clear:both;"></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#3333ff;"><strong>可惜不是你。。。。</strong></span><br /><br />第一次听这首歌是我们一起唱ktv时你的“全岛首播”吧？不习惯透露心事的你只对我说了句：这首歌很好听。其实你无需多说些什么，简单的歌名已转达了你要表达的话题。当时的我全神贯注的聆听着，我能骄傲的说：我明白你当时的心情。其实，你可能没发觉到，后来的我也爱上了这首歌。这时的我不再是以“第三人称”的身份去明白，我体会到了。以前总是觉得你很傻，为什么你心甘情愿的在他身边，做他其中之一的“好朋友”。你这几年的付出，身旁的人看到了，他也看到了。他竟能残酷的假装视而不见，自己的享受着你默默给他的爱与关怀。我老苦口婆心的劝你，骂你笨，而你总是说我不会明白的。。。我现在明白为什么你明知道他不能给你任何能兑现的承诺，而能给的只有无数张的“空头支票”，而你仍然执著的维持着这段“感情”。遇上他们，我们就无力招架了吧？就像古时候的比武招亲的PK赛, 他们一出场我们就KO 了吧？哈哈。<br /><br /><br />这首歌唱出了我们的感情，我想是吧？<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><em>“这一刻突然觉得好熟悉像昨天今天同时在放映我这句语气原来好像你不就是我们爱过的证据”<br /></em></span><br />每当听到一首歌，我就会想起你，这是你第一次唱给我听的歌。想起你也曾经爱唱歌给爱听歌的我听，想起曾经你的歌在我失眠时哄我入睡，想起你对我撒娇的语气。<br /><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">“差一点骗了自己骗了你爱与被爱不一定成正比我知道被疼是一种运气但我无法完全交出自己”<br /></span></em><br />你老抱怨爱情为何不像数学方程式一样单纯。被爱与被疼是一种运气，但被你爱的人爱着才是幸福吧？我们也曾经用这个理由拒绝了他人的爱，而这何尝不又是我们从他人口中得到的答案？往往你爱的人却不爱你，这个世界就是在矛盾中形成的吧？这仍旧是他给你的回答，是该放手了吧？<br /><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">“那一段我们曾心贴着心我想我更有权力关心你可能你已走进别人风景多希望也有星光的投影”<br /></span></em><br />最近还好吗？好想关心你，但知道我没有这个权利。那一段心贴着心无话不说的日子，是一段珍贵的回忆。感谢你当时出现在我的生命中。希望下一次你爱上的女孩也能爱上你。我相信你一定能让你的人生发光发亮，但在你身边的人不会是我。我想默默的祝福你是我唯一能做到的。<br /><br /><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">“努力为你改变却变不了预留的伏线以为在你身边那也算永远仿佛还是昨天可是昨天已非常遥远但闭上我双眼我还看得见”<br /></span></em><br />曾努力为你改变，也因为你而改变。我们仍就是我们，不同的是我们长大了。一切一切仿佛才刚发生，但我却想不起上一次我们最后一次交谈时何时了。不能再以什么身份陪在你身边了，希望你能快快乐乐的成长。<br /><br /><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">“可惜不是你陪我到最後曾一起走却走失那路口感谢那是你牵过我的手还能感受那温柔</span>”</em><br /><br />再也不想与你见面了，我只想把我们的回忆好好的锁进心理深处的藏宝箱。你我之间只有可惜，没有遗憾。感谢你让我体会了心跳的感觉，感谢你曾经走进了我的心，感谢你曾经爱过我。<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><em>“感谢那是你牵过我的手还能温暖我胸口”</em></span><br /><br />你的手很温暖。有时依稀能听到你的呼吸声在我身旁，而这总能温暖我胸口。你呢？请一定要记得我。<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgD27fJUsuWjPKZGicJgdLOZ2P5Cg5YfTAOjopf9sPUuDOz3Z0yvo1ieAvzdAGmM2sNedEXWKjZI7qsmYWF7LjaqpiH_tbXGg8DTLEoqqYHRISX5zMVwa4ezfYeLJ-8ZyDxI9AB/s1600-h/Picture+089.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5044231261233377826" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 114px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 92px" height="98" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgD27fJUsuWjPKZGicJgdLOZ2P5Cg5YfTAOjopf9sPUuDOz3Z0yvo1ieAvzdAGmM2sNedEXWKjZI7qsmYWF7LjaqpiH_tbXGg8DTLEoqqYHRISX5zMVwa4ezfYeLJ-8ZyDxI9AB/s200/Picture+089.jpg" width="127" border="0" /></a></div><div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div> <br> <br><br> <center>|<a href="kaiqin18@gmail.com">琴</a>| <a href="2007/03/#3449595403933185850#3449595403933185850" onMouseOver="window.status='permanant link '; return true" onMouseOut="window.status=''; return true">21.3.07</a>| <br><br> </center></p> </div></div> <script language="JavaScript1.2"> /* Snow Effect Script Submitted by Altan d.o.o. 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