**A Chance of Sunshine...**<琴の私密日记> <style type="text/css"> body { font-family:Arial; font-size:11px; scrollbar-face-color: #E7E7E7; scrollbar-highlight-color: #FFFFFF; scrollbar-shadow-color: #EFEFEF; scrollbar-3dlight-color: #EFEFEF; scrollbar-arrow-color: #000000; scrollbar-track-color: #E7E7E7; scrollbar-darkshadow-color: #E7E7E7; font-style:normal; font-variant:normal; font-weight:normal } a:link { text-decoration:none; color:#666666; font-weight:bold; } a:visited { text-decoration:none; color:#999999; font-weight:bold; } a:hover { color: #E7E7E7; text-decoration:none; background: #999999; cursor: crosshair; } </style> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-account' content='ca-host-pub-1556223355139109'/> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-domain' content='blogspot.com'/> <style type="text/css">@import url(https://www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/3334278262-classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> </head> <body bgcolor=white><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/27825234?origin\x3dhttp://simiriji.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script> <img style="position:absolute; top:-16; left:0" src="http://ourworld.cs.com/yamroll89/pic1.jpg" width="1024" height="768"> </font> <div style="position: absolute;overflow: auto;left:30; top:210; width:350; height:500; filter: Alpha(Opacity=60, FinishOpacity=100);background-color: ffffff"> <div class="1w"> <a name="115264407444608346"></a> <h7><b>Wednesday, July 12, 2006</h7></b> <br><div style="clear:both;"></div><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5829/2936/1600/130207648305_0_ALB.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 146px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 115px" height="150" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5829/2936/200/130207648305_0_ALB.jpg" width="175" border="0" /></a><br />7月11日<br />这一天终于到来了。。。<br />她回香港的一天，我最不想它来临的一天。。。。。。<br />逃避了很久，但仍然不可不面对的一天。。。。。。<br />要目送她背影，离开我的一天。。。。。。<br /><br />以为我可以很悻然很淡定地接受这个在一年前就知道的决定，但我太高估自己了。<br />凝视着衣橱的衣服，尝试找一件她没看过我穿的衣服。10分钟后，终于看到了，是一件紫色上衣，她最喜欢的颜色。原来这3年来她已成为我生活中的一部分，橱里挂着的每一件衣服，她都看过。看着这些衣服，仿佛看到我们这3年来一起走过的生活片段，互相陪伴，支持的日子。。。。。。<br /><br />对着镜子涂着紫色的眼影，我终于忍不住哭了。。。。。。<br />我一直叫自己别哭，好不容易才把情绪控制下来。补了补妆，才发现我竟然没有准备任何饯行的礼物。我真的逃避了很久吧？上回替她买的紫色耳环，一直放在桌上，就送这个。拔了花束里的紫色勿忘我，在临时写了张卡片，这就是我简陋的饯行礼了。<br /><br />上了巴士往地铁站的方向开去，又迟到了。。。。。。<br />在巴士上眼泪又不受控制拚命直流，我拼命的擦。与Don会和后，情绪平静了许多。觉得好累，一路睡到了机场。GPU他们也赶到了，他们花了4天4夜赶出来的饯行礼很impressive, 翻着那心意诚意101分的纪念册，不禁为她感到欣慰，开心。她这几年努力付出的成果，是无价的友谊。也好懊恼自己，为何逃避到最后一刻，来不及完成我一直想为琪做的纪念册与饯行礼。。。。。。她最要好的姐妹，竟没有送上她最真诚的祝福。我太任性太幼稚了，以为只要不去想不去管，把自己抽离现实，一切就不会发生。她觉得这几个月我们疏远了，不，那是因为我一直在逃避，因为我想把自己上伤心的程度减到最低。<br /><br />终于到了登机的时间，她没哭，一贯带着灿烂的笑容说bye bye。大家都没哭，是怕场面失控吧？她就这样，带着大家的爱与祝福走了。调头的那刻，泪珠又不经意的滑下来，没有她的日子会是如何？我不敢想。我只知道明天我的眼睛会肿肿的，因为我又哭了好久。琪，你也是吗？<div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div> <br> <br><br> <center>|<a href="kaiqin18@gmail.com">琴</a>| <a href="2006/07/#115264407444608346#115264407444608346" onMouseOver="window.status='permanant link '; return true" onMouseOut="window.status=''; return true">12.7.06</a>| <br><br> </center></p> </div></div> <script language="JavaScript1.2"> /* Snow Effect Script Submitted by Altan d.o.o. 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